-Christmas.Again.-

Hi all,

Hohoho~~*It's Christmas again!

Accidentally i just 'realized' i have blog, wahahahaha xD

In other words, i forgot that i have one. *i'm kinda forgetful*

It's kinda enjoy-ing, listen-ing to Bruno Mars 'Count On Me' and drafting this blog.

Really been so long since the last time i update it.

Ahemm...

Today i'm gonna share to all of you what's happened recently.

Ange, that's me who is now totally in another stage of my life,

I step into working life since the beginning of Sep 2011.

Seriously, i love my job a lot!

Meet new friends, new things, everything are new

BUT

still the old ANGE. ^_^

We celebrated early Xmas at company.

Get presents from them,

*Tony,Mindy,Regene,Vincent,Eve,Danny,Vivian,Ayu,Ele,Emily,Farah,Aida,Chris,Malvis,C.h*

Candies,chocolate,video clip,Xmas card and most important thing is wishes & happiness!

Tonight,

I'm spending my Xmas eve at home,

Just finish watching 2 movies :-

(1) Santa Paws

(2) Bridget Jones Diary II

The dog inside Santa Paws reminds me a dog belong to a friend of mine.

A very cute and adorable one. =D

About BJ, I envy her a lot.

How lucky is she can meet the mr.Right like Mark.D.

She's clumsy, funny, but she's just so cute.

And that's what makes her imperfect so perfect.

As what i always like to say.

Life is just too short.fragile.

Life is just too short to think twice.

Do what you love, Love what you do.

Life.Live.Love.Leave.

Aaaaaaaaa~~

It's almost 12.

*whispering for Xmas wish*

Wish that everyone around me stay happy & healthy always! <3

L.O.V.E Ange

-i miss those days-

I miss those days,
days where i hang out with all my coll frenz..
its a *weee~~ days! haha xD

4 years college life of mine,
2 years at TAR
2 years at Disted

Semester before the final sem in Disted is the best!!
For your info,
that sem i got the lowest marks compare to previous result.
wahahhaha...but im happy tho~ d^_^b
I truly enjoy the days where frenz keep hanging out

i miss the time we squeeze into cherlong's car~
i miss the time we ponteng class together~
i miss the time we go makan together~
i miss the time we go prom together~
i miss the time we go drink together~
i miss the time we are together~

and now
we're apart..
but memory stay~
wish all of you good future ahead~

Special dedicate to:
Estella LimPhingPhing, Fifi LeeMeiYong, BeeBeeHern,
Cheah LiCin, Wawa BohWaWa, Deric ChongCherLong


L.O.V.E Ange

-长大后-

刚刚看完朋友的部落各，
在那一行行的文字中，
一句句细诉着自己心中的情绪，
很羡慕他能就那么胆赤赤的露裸自己最真实的那一面。

很抱歉我无法把最真实的那面释放出来，
我很害怕有别人会真正了解了我以后而加以利用我的情绪。

每当我遇到开心或不开心的事，
多想在面子书或部落各Po我的心情，
但最后理智都会战胜感性的我。

言之，
打出来的心情，
都会一个个被delete掉。
很可悲hor?
不开心只能留给自己
开心也不敢大声欢呼
这是什么人生啊..
无奈..


长大后才发现
很多话是不能对别人说的

长大后才发现
很多事只能自己扛

长大后才发现
自己有多无助

长大后才发现
我有多懦弱

长大后才发现
我不想就这样一直逞强的走下去..

-Guilty-

Guilty

Imma guilty with the 'photos' and 'poke' things.
Guess I've done the wrong and selfish things to you.
Selfishness of mine keep requesting for you to understand my feeling,
but in other hand i fail to do so.
Seriously, i feel damn guilty for that.
I feel bad.
It's useless for me to say much bout that,
Sorry that i've neglected your feeling.
Sorry that i'm being not understanding.

-Meaningful Quotes-

I love these quotes. =]


-Love is not about finding the right person, but creating a right relationship.
It's not about how much love you have in the beginning but how much love you build till the end.-


-A break up is like a broken mirror.
It is better to leave it broken than hurt yourself trying to fix it.-



-To love someone is to understand each other, to laugh together, to smile with your heart and to trust one another.
One important thing is to let each other go if you can't do this.-



-To love someone is nothing. To be loved by someone is something.
To love and be loved by someone is everything.-



-If you have the courage to love, you have the courage to suffer.-



-True love doesn't just fill your heart, it overflows into your whole body and soul.-



-If it is not mutual it isn't love.-



-True love doesn't have a happy ending because true love doesn't end.-



-For awhile I thought I would never love or hate anyone,
but I have come to realize I have loved and hated the same person.-



-Make it perfect, you never know when the last time will be.-



-One must learn to love oneself before one can learn to love others.-



-Once you love, you cannot take it back, cannot undo it.
What you felt may have changed, shifted slightly, yet still remains love.-



-If you want the rainbow, you must first go through the rain.-



-You can close your eyes to things you don't want to see, but you can't close your heart to the things you don't want to feel.-

















L.O.V.E Ange

-过程？结果？-

谈恋爱，
过程重要还是结果重要？
技术性的好？抑或直觉性的好？

技术性的恋爱：成功率高 ，但就缺少了单纯的快乐。 （结果）
直觉性的恋爱：成功率低， 但就享受到单纯的快乐。 （过程）

技术性的感情， 必须在适当的时候做出或说出一些认为有帮助的事与话。
做每件事都会 ‘结果’ 而打算，
为‘结果’ 铺桥搭路。
换句话说， 就是很理智的谈一场恋爱。
理智的决定，换来的快乐似乎是自己安排出来的，
少了那么点自然与单纯。

直觉性的感情， 不管在什么时候，什么情况，
做出与说出的尽都是心里想的。
做出的也许是那些没经过大脑的，
说出的是口无遮拦的。
随性的恋爱， 难免多了摩擦，
但感受到的快乐与过程，是很自然很单纯的。

对你,我很贪心~!
过程与结果我都要！
来个hybrid怎么看？
哈哈..

我要直觉性多点，依靠你多点，
技术性一点，说话经过大脑一点。
不伤害到你之外，
也能感受到单纯的快乐与爱。


就这样决定吧~ ！
























L.O.V.E Ange

-Sparkles-

-Common sickness between couples.-

When a relationship is getting stable and stronger,
it transform from an EXCITED one to a STABLE one.
And this is where your L.O.V.E seems 'sick'

Ever wonder why it happen?
Answer is

the 'sparkles' things go wrong.

When things getting stable,
Couples might face the problem of missing 'sparkles'
Sparkles of love, sparkles of excitement.

Everyone loves sparkles,
don't you?

But hey, tell you what,
When a relationship becoming pale or bored
it doesn't means that your HE or SHE
doesn't love you like how they did in past.

Things around us always change,
and we can't help to stop it from changing.

In everyday life, there's too much changes we have to deal with.
< Environment around
< People around

To be honest, it's kinda tiring to face them.
We sacrifices most of our energy to handle all those
fake smiles and conventional greeting

So when we're home
when we're with our loves one
We hope to face them with our most comfortable-self ,true-self,
Dates might change from a detailed to simple one,
Words might change from a romantic to direct one.

This is where the sparkles thing are gone,
Err... not to say gone... lesser maybe.

BUT
< sparkles does not equals to < love.

Yes, there might be lesser excitement,
Cure this sickness by giving each other
some small little sparkle
small one will do..
Stimulate it with an unexpected kiss, hug.

Always appreciate the one who loves you,
it's never too late to express your care and love for them.


















L.O.V.E Ange

-Purpose of writing blog-

My blog- a small secret little place
to express what I'm thinking
to express the true voice inside my heart.

But somehow for me,
it failed, pathetically.

Each and every moment when something is in my mind,
I wish to write in out,
to share my everything with someone, or even just anyone.

But i can't.
It's so insecure to let others for knowing too much about me.

I'm not being fake,
I'm just afraid to show true emotion to anyone, anymore.

I do not wish to hurt anyone,
anyone who loves or hates me

I do not wish to let my love ones worry

and I'm not willing to let myself to get hurt.

Sigh..,
There's too much to say, but no place to tell.

Show me a warm smile if you see me somewhere,
definitely it's a greatest support ever.




L.O.V.E Ange

-不客气-

日常生活里 ，
每每听见别人说 “谢谢你”，你会怎么回应？
对于陌生人， 会答 “不客气。”
对于熟悉的人， 则会答 “你傻了是吗？酱客气做么？”

换句话说，
无论你怎么答
说不客气的人，其实是最客气的。

人家说，
客气是因为陌生.
我很好奇的想，难道熟悉了就可以不客气？
不客气的人都很讨人厌的不是吗？
如果人家对你真的是不客气，你还真能受得了？
如果你说“能” ，我回你一句 “呸” 咧~！

做人，
就是要会“识做” ，
要在对的时候，做对的事情。
先说好，我不是在教你诈，只是在提醒你如何讨喜一点。

我今年二十二，
被人冠上了 “不简单" 这个 “名词”
说真的， 你们还真是莫名其妙，
我怎么不简单踩到你们的尾巴了哦？ 讨厌。
你们根本就不了解我，少来装熟!

我认， “简单” 这个词确实不适合我，
但， 总还未至于 “不简单” 那么严重吧.

说明点，
我不是“不简单” ； 是 “识做”。
而且是 附带条件的 “识做”
唯一条件 就是要我 “心情好”。

看我心情不好，别来惹我。
别持着你跟我很熟，就试着越过那条线，
我会让你吃不了兜着走。

所以说，
会“识做” 的 “客气” 是一种基本的礼貌，
与熟不熟悉无关。

-FWD: 看一个人爱不爱你不是看他平常对你有多好，而是吵架的时候怎么对你-

曾经在某个地方看到一句话，“看一个人爱不爱你不是看他平常对你有多好，而是吵架的时候怎么对你”。

当我看到这句话我便时时刻刻记着它。

两个人在交往的时候，

或许你的男朋友在平常并不十分细心体贴或是说些让你开心的话。

或许你的男朋友很温柔很体贴或是把你捧在手心疼。

我觉得那都没关系。

因为在恋爱的时候，没吵架的时候，大家都心情好，自然不会对对方太差。

但是吵架的时候就差很多了。

每个人都在气头上，都有股怒气想爆发……都是一样不满。

可是，真正爱你的人是不会因为生气而去伤害你的。

不管是动手打人或是口出恶言……都不是一个真正爱你的人会做的。

正在吵架或是生气都不是一个可以伤害对方的藉口。

如果够爱你，就舍不得你让你受伤害……不是吗?

曾经看到过一个故事：

“有一个女的，交了一个男朋友，外在条件很好，平常对她更是呵护倍致，专情的不得了，……那时候她觉得他是真的很爱她，从来没有人那么体贴那么温柔，她以 为自己真的遇到一个真心爱她的人。可是，只要一吵架，他就变了。他只要一吵架，拼命挂她电话……骂她脏话……当他第一次这样骂她的时候，她整个人呆掉…… 觉得这是幻觉……后来和好的时候他觉得自己很不应该，一直道歉，她就心软了……但是，后来吵架，他还是故态复萌……同样的重复……她终于看清楚，这个人， 不管他平常对她有多好，但是在生气的时候任意的伤害她就足以证明，他并不是真正的爱她。她对他，或许平常的时候淡淡的……但是她知道她对他非常的在意。所 以就算在争执，她也没办法骂下去，她不忍，也觉得不该。她觉得她不该伤害一个她爱的人……

吵架该是一种沟通，不该以伤害为目的。

我们要学习的，就是在吵架中成长，在吵架中走向和谐、拥有幸福。

我想，如果，现在你的身旁有一个人，是即使吵架也不会伤害你的，愿意让着你的。

请好好珍惜吧！一定要好好珍惜……

-弄丢了什么-

今晚的我，弄丢了勇气。
更明确的说，我弄丢了爱人的勇气。

在我的世界里，
要么狠狠地爱，要么狠狠的离开。

越挫越勇的我已不在，
有的时候会宁可为未知的疑惑 而选择放弃现时拥有的一切。
我知道那很蠢

胆怯的我， 不愿，不肯，不想再受任何的伤害。
说穿了，我就是没种，

一次次的受伤后，一次次的爬起来，
那是痛的，累的。
讨厌哭哭啼啼的我，
讨厌软弱的我。

今晚的我如此害怕，胆怯

不要脸的说
我爱了，
而且害怕失去。

你们可以瞧不起我，
你们可以鄙视我，
那就是我。

告诉我，
你也是爱我的。
告诉我
不要害怕，就跟着我走。

给我多点勇气，好吗?
稳定我那颗不安的心，
稳定我那颗胆怯的心
稳定我那颗害怕受伤的心